CosmicHost

It has taken years to want to really make something out of this but I will finally try to explain this with as little details as possible without going overboard about this experience I still am going through with to this day. This inner experience began in Leo 2012 and will continue on until Leo 2027. In Leo 2012 [Leo as in the constellation will have mars in it during the opposition of mars] When earth is between Mars and the Sun. This whole thing attached itself to me when that happened in 2012. This thing attached itself to me and not vise versa. It started speaking to me through an inner voice and visions in my head and it's strange because I started having memories of looking at a strange website one night while looking up something about being an autistic stoner on the internet. Suddenly I remember having opened up a webpage that I can't fully remember in my mind but it started talking about my life and the experience that was going to happen to me. All while this inner voice is speaking to me it introduces me to the many ideas that I was special but also a "subject" of sorts going on in this experience. All these visions I've had come as they were memories. It's as though many different memories or ideas of different things had come to me as though I had seen or experienced it before. This started off with simple things like the idea of alternative realities and some unknown experience happening to our earth as though we were destroyed and reborn all in a split second to the idea of different alien existences and experiences in different places as different life forms and so on. This experience still stirs up a few possibilities but not as much as it used to.

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For the longest time day and night I have talked to this inner voice in my head that would give to me many ideas and possibilities of what might be out there in the universe. I was left thinking I would wake up somewhere else as someone else in the universe or with some great alien masters. I was left thinking that I would go on some long journey and some individual or organization that were really aliens or angelic aliens would take me away from my parents in the middle of the night and I would never come back. No more worries or troubles just keep living till you transcend past all of this. So many stories and ideas that I would think about day and night of possibilities and as much as I would like to go on about this stuff, it's not the ideas and stories it gave me over the years that count and it wouldn't make sense to make someone read all these inner ideas that may happen because it would not make sense to anyone, years later this stuff that seems like it was generated from somewhere else but through me. Things keep clicking slowly but surely however the desire for it to come together burns more than it has ever before.

 

All of these spiritual masters and enlightened people on this planet and no one's talking about this field of an experience showing them infinite possibilities. So many enlightened experiences from people out there and most of them have nothing to do with the true extraterrestrial field. It leaves my head in hours of thoughts everyday. It's all apart of my own mind and therefore can't be provided as truth. There seems to be so many wonders in this universe and I never tried to think it up, it seems like it was generated from somewhere else but all inside of me. It's like something has still shown me visions of life elsewhere but again, it's all through myself. The experience itself is real but the visions and ideas have never been taken too seriously because it's the existence of the experience itself that counts in the end more than what this could have helped me think up. Things slowly but surely come to me over time. To me personally there is something big out there in the explanation of this and it tried to project an experience of truth through me but it came through my mind so it could not be fully uncovered. It will be fully uncovered by 2027, it must be through realizations and meditation hopefully things will come to me, though I struggle with that.

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Looking inside with inner voice/ visions is not easy, I really hope there are some serious starseeds and mystics out there that will one day look into this. Believe me, before this experience I was an agnostic that said anyone that thinks otherwise is an idiot. Now I feel like a truth seeker or at least looking to have some light shed onto this as I have always hoped for. This project is to find people connected or interested in being apart of that light and also to see if anyone would recognize, meditate, pray and hope for the best of this experience because I really don't know where this is all headed but I keep looking for sources inside and out. Things have been pieced together little by little and will continue to be pieced together until February 19-21 2027. There could be many great extraterrestrial masters of life in the universe out there and it excites me too much to think about one taking me on a journey for eternity. I know deep down inside I will be relieved of that thought when the time comes. Like I said there are so many things out there my mind starts losing track of them over time on top of everyday life here. I deal with the inner voice and thoughts daily and it's quite a bit to deal with sometimes when you have life making you live it out with a job and everything else you deal with as you get older, it really sucks because I always thought life would get better but I didn't make it better I just keep going into cycles and the inner voice will always say to keep looking ahead or start thinking about getting out of here to experience a spiritual experience but it has yet to happen. 

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This is my only way to really reach out and be known looking for the real type of help from a source beyond myself. My mind still wants me to keep hoping that someone out there is some how connected to this in some way or another but I have yet to meet them. Years after this began, I did the math of it having started on Leo 2012 but there is still Leo 2027 and what a wild ride it could be. I don't know where i'll be in 2027 but I hope it's here waiting for a great celestial occurrence to happen and I will welcome all to be there probably with recognition, thoughts and prayers on the occurrence rather than physically being there with me. I really am just up here looking for anyone while looking for myself, i'm stuck with an inner voice in my head to this day that works as the better thought in things sometimes more than it used to be, it kept generating stuff out of the blue especially when I was younger like I would get all these ideas of this stuff across the universe and other possibilities that go on and on and it's not the ideas that count in the end it's the experience itself occurring that counts to me in the end.

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If you have any interest in contributing to this experience please message me: cosmichost@aol.com